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soft taco content ([personal profile] bakaomi) wrote2019-02-18 07:58 pm
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[personal profile] ritualization 2019-03-08 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
It isn't, no. Especially when all one can do is watch.

[and ending a life yourself is yet another thing entirely, but he decides not to say so.]

...all we can do is try to ensure it's different, next time, but I am aware that isn't much solace now.
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[personal profile] ritualization 2019-03-08 02:23 am (UTC)(link)
It-- does make the situation more difficult. Instead of being able to mourn them now, we have no way of knowing if we'll find ourselves missing anyone we're close to, later.

[and he's definitely already thinking about the people he knows that aren't in this house, everyone he intended to protect and may have failed.]

All we have is the knowledge that they are gone.
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[personal profile] ritualization 2019-03-08 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
I would prefer to hope, I think.

[that's a little quieter, gaze dropping to his folded hands.]

Though I shouldn't be hoping for any one person to have lived over another... I suppose this is part of humanity.
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[personal profile] ritualization 2019-03-08 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
You may be right about that.

[but that's enough about him for now. for the rest of the game, he's pretty sure. ishi exhales a slow breath.]

I take it you intend to tell Nito-kun. I might let Mizuki-san know as well, if you're agreeable... it's best to keep this as quiet as possible, I think, but it will help if a couple of those we already trust are able to help lead discussions toward what we know. One on your end, one on mine.