The love so great it’s only anger. It’s jealousy and anger. Sasuke turns around and gets from where he is standing to Senri in two steps. He digs fistfuls of Senri’s clothes and jerks Senri roughly. His face is—full of adoration, soft and hurt and longing and loving, and then woth effort, bitter and angry.] Shut the hell up and keep it on, you damn bastard. [He squeezes his fists.]
Ray didn’t die, and Ray didn’t work his ass off for that so you can go and pawn it off on someone else! I didn’t waste my time trying to defect to that arrogant moron and fail Ray just so you can forsake the one he managed to actually get! You’re the only one of us who can get everyone to win this game without a pile of bodies and a broken world! Don’t you dare spit on his efforts! He is counting on you!
[He lets go all at once, but instead clasps Senri’s face between his palms. His thumbs run over Senri’s cheeks, and then he pulls hastily away and leaves like he’s been scalded. He gives them his back like before, crossing his arms.]
We’re not accepting it. Takaomi is getting one from us. Wear them and shut up.
senri looks between them at that, once he's released. pleading, hoping that someone might be able to take this brooch from him. that someone who's brave enough to put themselves in danger, someone who has a higher chance of getting hurt than he does, someone who's important to him - might be able to protect themselves instead of a brooch being wasted on a stupid, scared bunny that might not be able to accomplish anything in the end at all.
it's funny, how sasuke's so certain that he might be able to get people to win this game, but senri suddenly feels like he can't convince anyone in this room of anything.
maybe it would have been better, to never learn how to form real relationships, if it meant that he didn't find all these people that were so determined to leave him alone in the end.
he shakes his head, tears falling in frustration, and starts for the door]
everything he's wanted to say about this, he doesn't think he should say in front of ishikirimaru and sasuke. it doesn't feel right that it would happen with an audience.
so when starts moving, taka immediately goes after him. he only pauses to look back at ishi and sasuke. ]
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The love so great it’s only anger. It’s jealousy and anger. Sasuke turns around and gets from where he is standing to Senri in two steps. He digs fistfuls of Senri’s clothes and jerks Senri roughly. His face is—full of adoration, soft and hurt and longing and loving, and then woth effort, bitter and angry.] Shut the hell up and keep it on, you damn bastard. [He squeezes his fists.]
Ray didn’t die, and Ray didn’t work his ass off for that so you can go and pawn it off on someone else! I didn’t waste my time trying to defect to that arrogant moron and fail Ray just so you can forsake the one he managed to actually get! You’re the only one of us who can get everyone to win this game without a pile of bodies and a broken world! Don’t you dare spit on his efforts! He is counting on you!
[He lets go all at once, but instead clasps Senri’s face between his palms. His thumbs run over Senri’s cheeks, and then he pulls hastily away and leaves like he’s been scalded. He gives them his back like before, crossing his arms.]
We’re not accepting it. Takaomi is getting one from us. Wear them and shut up.
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You are needed, here. I understand you want to see us safe just as badly, but we will be able to look out for each other at night.
[he's quiet for a few moments, there.]
There is nothing we can do about the past. Ray-kun made his decision, and this was the result-- we are not going against his wishes now.
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senri looks between them at that, once he's released. pleading, hoping that someone might be able to take this brooch from him. that someone who's brave enough to put themselves in danger, someone who has a higher chance of getting hurt than he does, someone who's important to him - might be able to protect themselves instead of a brooch being wasted on a stupid, scared bunny that might not be able to accomplish anything in the end at all.
it's funny, how sasuke's so certain that he might be able to get people to win this game, but senri suddenly feels like he can't convince anyone in this room of anything.
maybe it would have been better, to never learn how to form real relationships, if it meant that he didn't find all these people that were so determined to leave him alone in the end.
he shakes his head, tears falling in frustration, and starts for the door]
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everything he's wanted to say about this, he doesn't think he should say in front of ishikirimaru and sasuke. it doesn't feel right that it would happen with an audience.
so when starts moving, taka immediately goes after him. he only pauses to look back at ishi and sasuke. ]
Sorry.
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and then he turns his head and looks away. The edge of his face is soft and pained.]
I'm going to talk to someone before we go out. I'll find you after.